Just got back from Tommy's birthday party. Extrmely stessful evening. Mom was all confused and of course dad just had to flip out over it & then grandma has to open her yap. Blah! We ended up leaving early. Poor Auntie Chris (Toms Mom). Blah Blah! I just got home about an hour ago. I cleaned my room..becuase it was wicked messy and i knew it wouldnt get any better durning the school week..which unfortunatly starts tomorrow. I dislike school lately. Its not tooo bad, But since the dispute i sit in different places and hang out with different people. I just hate all this change. If she likes change so much, then why doesnt she just separate from her friends, and take a turn. I know they all might say "Im not making you leave your friends or sit somewhere else". But please, lets not be imature about this. We all know it would go about well if i sit with them or vise versa. I cant sit with..the pain. Blah Blah Blah! Thats Jillian There on the right. Another one of my many graveyard pictures. I thought it was pretty, but defenitly not my best. I wonder if Trisha thinks about me as much as i her. Maybe its harder for me..see-ing i lost three of my friends. I do take responsibility for the way i acted. But i dont take responsibility for picking unloyal friends. Typically i dont think me and Trisha's slip should have affected the others friendship with me. It was unworthy. Anyways...I have softball tryouts soon, and im not looking frward to the embarrassment. The other girls are huge, and im..not so huge. And i dont consider myself fabulous. Ive played at lassie league for 8 years, but..thats lassie league. This is serious. My birthday is in 31 days and i cant wait to get my new furniture and my big room redone. I think im going with a light blue on my walls and my closet(s) light green. Wait a minute..scratch the light green. Just blue..because im getting black furniture. It looks...teenage? Haha. Im going to pack my Bagged lunch for tomorrow. And take a shower. I wonder what a japenese child is doing in the world right now..maybe playing outside?
-LINDSEY-
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