We Love Your Long Time Halllley

Half Day Today. Didnt seem any different. Haley came over after & now were waiting for a ride from pep & gram to go to Subway. Jill and grama are going to Art Lessons and me and Haley will be chillin with our biggest fan PEPE!

- ttfn

LINDSEY-

Wind & Fire Just Cant Match Up.

Okay Im Ready.
Finish Me.


Ive been basically cleaning and preparing for a new week. My Room was messy and im getting it re-done March 7th. I decided to take a break and go on the computer. When i was on Jillian brought me an old story I wrote at 11 years old. The title is "The Four Elements", and when i read it i teared up. It was about Trisha, and I. Defeating the world as super elements with Jillian and Ila also. Huh..Those were the very best years of my existence. 5th & 6th grade. When I truly still had my best friend by my side. We used to spend hours and days in my backyard woods, building tree houses. It was quite fun. Tad's doesnt like me to talk about it because she gets embarrassed..But i dont see why. We were 11? Its not like we go around pretending we control wind and fire now. Get over it. Idk. Thats just me. I watched the video Tad put on her profile with Kayla , Amanda, Emily, and Trisha, and i couldnt really hear what they were saying the whole time, but i did quite enjoy the part where they showed Kay choking from every angle, Aand when it was in black and white i burst out laughing. Haa. Im soo bored. Wwhere'd VMK go?

Dan Dan Dan

The past couple days my parents have been on a ski-ing trip, leaving me stranded at grandma and pepes. Although stranded is not quite the word. I love them soo much lately, i dont even no were to put the extra love its all squished in there. i slept over Gram&Pepe's Thursday night, and went to school from there house friday.

Friday : I woke up extremely comfortable my room at grama and pepe's (we have a kid room there for when we sleep over). I took a shower and went to school. The day was calm and relaxed and stressful at the same time..you no FRIDAY. I walked home after school to find grama and pepe at the house. Apparently grandma fell down the basement stairs while doing laundry. Gah. So friday night me Jill pepe and grandma went out to eat at Max's. (gross). Then they dropped us off at Alex and Maddies and we slept over. FUN TIMES.

Saturday : Day three without Parents (: I woke up at Alex and Maddie...on the floor. Haha. With the cat eating my foot *** I got ready for show choir, and Renee (their mom/my "aunt") dropped me off at show choir and Alex , Maddie, and Jill went shopping while i was there. GAHH. Bubba was there instead of Kim. It was awesome. We did a whole new dance. Productive. Then Renee picked me up again and Maddie went to a birthday party. Soo Alex, Jillian, and I cleaned Als room and remodeled it. It looks great and BIG. Well mom and dad came to Renees at about 5 and we ended up convincing them to let Alex sleepover since Mddies at her own party sleepover. Soo alex and is heree and we all just got out of the hottub. Very lazy. mom and dad got us new sweatshirts and i love it (: Ttyl

-LINDSEY-

The BLUE converse

Lifes Looking up lately. No more miserable red converse theory's bc well, thats the past. Although i still were the shoes bc well i dont have a choice. But im going to compare my new normal life with BLUE converse. I neeed to go. write more later

Tor Whore

Today was..boring, and childish in a way. I woke up with my dog Sam next to me (its a boy...oh dang).

Took a shower and went to school. The most horrible schedule was awaiting me. Nebs...sitting alone because trishas...trisha. Then i had a 7th grader silent study. Spanish. and THIRD LUNCH blah blah! I sat alone with Pat & ate my stupid bagged lunch. Now Tori's over and basically were doing nothing until show choir. We were going to spagetti curl my hair..but too late. It would take too long.

Im going to go...before Tor Whore dies of bordom.

Detail later?

-LINDSEY-

Dearest Trisha,

Why do you think, you must feel that way?
I mean, who really cares what the reason for living is. Our dear God Put us here, and we the reason for living is to repsect his desicion, and live it to the fullist. Obviously only he has a reason. And if your not into a godly answer, then think about it. Maybe your personal reason for living is to save more animal by being a vegatarian.
Dear Trisha..Its only an opinion.

Today, I woke up sooo tired. And yes, there is a reason behind it. I stayed up until 12 watching Family Matters, that stupid, obnoxious, show i hate. I just couldnt go to bed. Probably because i was watching a disturbed movie about a man who chops about 20 little boys with axes at a farm. Gah. Maybe. I got dressed in my Barlett shirt. Lazy. And headed out the door with mom. She drives me to school. Let me just tell you that since the "fight" , Trisha hasnt driven with me. That was a great habitt we both got ourselfs into. Weve been walking to and from school since the begining of 5th grade. Almost four years. I got to school, and jumped out of the car. Mom said goodbye, and i waved. Its weird. Ive gotten used to walking alone down the halls when i walk into school. But...its still a bizzar feelings for me. Like im missing my security blanket. Ive always been that one that hates walking into that stupid cafetieria and see-ing EveryOne stare at you, and usually i pretend to look at Trisha, or pretend to talk to her etc. But lately..thats been missing. Its..weird. Hmph. Pat & I were talking and we came to the conculsion that the day was going back progressively normal. It was another..weird thought. The day usually only goes back fast or slow. Hmph Hmph.

Student Council Meeting after school.
There was a birthday in our council today, by a girl named Lindsey. She passed out candy, and i had to sit in the front of everyone (vp) and grossly try to chew the starburst with my icky braces. I walked home with Jill. Pat hugged me before i left. Ha. I went home, and watched a show that was on called "sex with mom and dad", Bizzar show might I ad. Sick stupid teenagers. Blah. I played "Wii Fit" for 20 minutes, and earned 16 points. According to the wii i lost 2 pounds today. HA. Hmm. Maybe? Ive been eating healthy lately. Packing lunch, and letting down on the snacks. Whatever i guess.
Now im researching paint colors for my room, but these google sites suck. Googles never let me down...why now?

I just decided to look up the name Lindsey. Heres what i found out.
1. Scottish name...?
2. Means: Endure With Strength
3. peaceful, athletic, smart, and a big people person.

Hmmm, Interesting.
-LINDSEY-

"Must Have Been Some Party"

For some un-none , non teenage reason, i woke up very awake today. I went downstairs to take my shower, when to my not so surprise, i found dad in the shower. Well i didnt FIND him of course. Gahh.
Whatever. I got in the shower at about 6:10 and got out at about 6:25. You may think im a nature spoiler. But the truth is, i dont care to listen to your rude opinion. I got out and put my clothes on. I liked my clothing today..especially. My hair turned out to try cool looking naturally, so that was fun. Mom drove me to school...and we talked about...secret stuff (: I was the first one at my table followed by Martan, John, Amanda, Jenn, Trisha, Steven B, Haley, Erin, Ashtin, Etc. The day went by fast. Spanish, Gym, History. Lunch...The only normal time of the whole day. I was confused. Everything seemed to be getting back to normal with the drama, and me and my..old friends (?) were talking again. I didnt know were to sit at lunch. With my other friends (jenn, amanda, martan, haley) (and Kayla, Trisha, and Amber) , or the other other friends that ive been sitting with the ..errm..fight. So i went to my habit spot where i used to always sit with the Jenn & Amanda table, and proceeded to eat my yummy bagged lunch there. It was..okay. I made my little jokes/comments. They laughed..but the love (?) was missing. Like WE were all starting over. Blah blah! Whatever i guess, i think the best thing to do, would be to let go of the ..past..and sit with Sams table from now on. I dont want it to seem as though i only used them when i lost my friends..because that is surely not the case. I love them, and after all they are the most loyal in my book, as of now. Hmm, yes, that'll be a good choice...i think. Who cares? Me i guess (: Haley and me picked up Jill after school, and we walked home. Haley came over, if you didnt hint that fact already. We all sat down and watched the movie "Changeling" and learned about "circumsized penis", which is infact a religion were they scrape of the penis flesh. Gross..i guess? Haha. now im on myspace and talking to Amber, im going to leave before i burden you with more(:

-LINDSEY-