Dan Dan Dan

The past couple days my parents have been on a ski-ing trip, leaving me stranded at grandma and pepes. Although stranded is not quite the word. I love them soo much lately, i dont even no were to put the extra love its all squished in there. i slept over Gram&Pepe's Thursday night, and went to school from there house friday.

Friday : I woke up extremely comfortable my room at grama and pepe's (we have a kid room there for when we sleep over). I took a shower and went to school. The day was calm and relaxed and stressful at the same time..you no FRIDAY. I walked home after school to find grama and pepe at the house. Apparently grandma fell down the basement stairs while doing laundry. Gah. So friday night me Jill pepe and grandma went out to eat at Max's. (gross). Then they dropped us off at Alex and Maddies and we slept over. FUN TIMES.

Saturday : Day three without Parents (: I woke up at Alex and Maddie...on the floor. Haha. With the cat eating my foot *** I got ready for show choir, and Renee (their mom/my "aunt") dropped me off at show choir and Alex , Maddie, and Jill went shopping while i was there. GAHH. Bubba was there instead of Kim. It was awesome. We did a whole new dance. Productive. Then Renee picked me up again and Maddie went to a birthday party. Soo Alex, Jillian, and I cleaned Als room and remodeled it. It looks great and BIG. Well mom and dad came to Renees at about 5 and we ended up convincing them to let Alex sleepover since Mddies at her own party sleepover. Soo alex and is heree and we all just got out of the hottub. Very lazy. mom and dad got us new sweatshirts and i love it (: Ttyl

-LINDSEY-

The BLUE converse

Lifes Looking up lately. No more miserable red converse theory's bc well, thats the past. Although i still were the shoes bc well i dont have a choice. But im going to compare my new normal life with BLUE converse. I neeed to go. write more later

Tor Whore

Today was..boring, and childish in a way. I woke up with my dog Sam next to me (its a boy...oh dang).

Took a shower and went to school. The most horrible schedule was awaiting me. Nebs...sitting alone because trishas...trisha. Then i had a 7th grader silent study. Spanish. and THIRD LUNCH blah blah! I sat alone with Pat & ate my stupid bagged lunch. Now Tori's over and basically were doing nothing until show choir. We were going to spagetti curl my hair..but too late. It would take too long.

Im going to go...before Tor Whore dies of bordom.

Detail later?

-LINDSEY-

Dearest Trisha,

Why do you think, you must feel that way?
I mean, who really cares what the reason for living is. Our dear God Put us here, and we the reason for living is to repsect his desicion, and live it to the fullist. Obviously only he has a reason. And if your not into a godly answer, then think about it. Maybe your personal reason for living is to save more animal by being a vegatarian.
Dear Trisha..Its only an opinion.

Today, I woke up sooo tired. And yes, there is a reason behind it. I stayed up until 12 watching Family Matters, that stupid, obnoxious, show i hate. I just couldnt go to bed. Probably because i was watching a disturbed movie about a man who chops about 20 little boys with axes at a farm. Gah. Maybe. I got dressed in my Barlett shirt. Lazy. And headed out the door with mom. She drives me to school. Let me just tell you that since the "fight" , Trisha hasnt driven with me. That was a great habitt we both got ourselfs into. Weve been walking to and from school since the begining of 5th grade. Almost four years. I got to school, and jumped out of the car. Mom said goodbye, and i waved. Its weird. Ive gotten used to walking alone down the halls when i walk into school. But...its still a bizzar feelings for me. Like im missing my security blanket. Ive always been that one that hates walking into that stupid cafetieria and see-ing EveryOne stare at you, and usually i pretend to look at Trisha, or pretend to talk to her etc. But lately..thats been missing. Its..weird. Hmph. Pat & I were talking and we came to the conculsion that the day was going back progressively normal. It was another..weird thought. The day usually only goes back fast or slow. Hmph Hmph.

Student Council Meeting after school.
There was a birthday in our council today, by a girl named Lindsey. She passed out candy, and i had to sit in the front of everyone (vp) and grossly try to chew the starburst with my icky braces. I walked home with Jill. Pat hugged me before i left. Ha. I went home, and watched a show that was on called "sex with mom and dad", Bizzar show might I ad. Sick stupid teenagers. Blah. I played "Wii Fit" for 20 minutes, and earned 16 points. According to the wii i lost 2 pounds today. HA. Hmm. Maybe? Ive been eating healthy lately. Packing lunch, and letting down on the snacks. Whatever i guess.
Now im researching paint colors for my room, but these google sites suck. Googles never let me down...why now?

I just decided to look up the name Lindsey. Heres what i found out.
1. Scottish name...?
2. Means: Endure With Strength
3. peaceful, athletic, smart, and a big people person.

Hmmm, Interesting.
-LINDSEY-

"Must Have Been Some Party"

For some un-none , non teenage reason, i woke up very awake today. I went downstairs to take my shower, when to my not so surprise, i found dad in the shower. Well i didnt FIND him of course. Gahh.
Whatever. I got in the shower at about 6:10 and got out at about 6:25. You may think im a nature spoiler. But the truth is, i dont care to listen to your rude opinion. I got out and put my clothes on. I liked my clothing today..especially. My hair turned out to try cool looking naturally, so that was fun. Mom drove me to school...and we talked about...secret stuff (: I was the first one at my table followed by Martan, John, Amanda, Jenn, Trisha, Steven B, Haley, Erin, Ashtin, Etc. The day went by fast. Spanish, Gym, History. Lunch...The only normal time of the whole day. I was confused. Everything seemed to be getting back to normal with the drama, and me and my..old friends (?) were talking again. I didnt know were to sit at lunch. With my other friends (jenn, amanda, martan, haley) (and Kayla, Trisha, and Amber) , or the other other friends that ive been sitting with the ..errm..fight. So i went to my habit spot where i used to always sit with the Jenn & Amanda table, and proceeded to eat my yummy bagged lunch there. It was..okay. I made my little jokes/comments. They laughed..but the love (?) was missing. Like WE were all starting over. Blah blah! Whatever i guess, i think the best thing to do, would be to let go of the ..past..and sit with Sams table from now on. I dont want it to seem as though i only used them when i lost my friends..because that is surely not the case. I love them, and after all they are the most loyal in my book, as of now. Hmm, yes, that'll be a good choice...i think. Who cares? Me i guess (: Haley and me picked up Jill after school, and we walked home. Haley came over, if you didnt hint that fact already. We all sat down and watched the movie "Changeling" and learned about "circumsized penis", which is infact a religion were they scrape of the penis flesh. Gross..i guess? Haha. now im on myspace and talking to Amber, im going to leave before i burden you with more(:

-LINDSEY-

You Make Me Happy

Just got back from Tommy's birthday party. Extrmely stessful evening. Mom was all confused and of course dad just had to flip out over it & then grandma has to open her yap. Blah! We ended up leaving early. Poor Auntie Chris (Toms Mom). Blah Blah! I just got home about an hour ago. I cleaned my room..becuase it was wicked messy and i knew it wouldnt get any better durning the school week..which unfortunatly starts tomorrow. I dislike school lately. Its not tooo bad, But since the dispute i sit in different places and hang out with different people. I just hate all this change. If she likes change so much, then why doesnt she just separate from her friends, and take a turn. I know they all might say "Im not making you leave your friends or sit somewhere else". But please, lets not be imature about this. We all know it would go about well if i sit with them or vise versa. I cant sit with..the pain. Blah Blah Blah! Thats Jillian There on the right. Another one of my many graveyard pictures. I thought it was pretty, but defenitly not my best. I wonder if Trisha thinks about me as much as i her. Maybe its harder for me..see-ing i lost three of my friends. I do take responsibility for the way i acted. But i dont take responsibility for picking unloyal friends. Typically i dont think me and Trisha's slip should have affected the others friendship with me. It was unworthy. Anyways...I have softball tryouts soon, and im not looking frward to the embarrassment. The other girls are huge, and im..not so huge. And i dont consider myself fabulous. Ive played at lassie league for 8 years, but..thats lassie league. This is serious. My birthday is in 31 days and i cant wait to get my new furniture and my big room redone. I think im going with a light blue on my walls and my closet(s) light green. Wait a minute..scratch the light green. Just blue..because im getting black furniture. It looks...teenage? Haha. Im going to pack my Bagged lunch for tomorrow. And take a shower. I wonder what a japenese child is doing in the world right now..maybe playing outside?

-LINDSEY-

Easy as Pie (:

I slept over Grandma and Pepe's Last Night & He took me to the Webster graveyard and i took sunset pictures. They look brilliant. I woke up this morning...exhausted. I went to church with mom and Jillian and ended up being an acolyte (alter girl). And lucky me...there was a baptism. I love Bastism's. The baby's are soo cute, and this ones name was Ariela. Unique? Tonight/ This evening i have my cousin Tommy's birthday to attend in Holden (an hour away). Bahh. Hes turning 13, but dont worry, ill be 14 in thirty one days (: I always beat him. Wooo.
Well Talk to you later.
Goodbye
-lindsey-

Simple Jack

So, Ive been quite busiy lately on this vacation. Just like Pat, i havent done any type of friend activity, see-ing as though the friends that i hung out with all the time are...gone, persay. Wednesday Shawn slept over, and we watched an awesome movie called Tropic Thunder. It was wicked funny, especially the part about Simple Jack. Thursday, we basically did nothing, as mom and dad were at work. I went to Walgreens and picked up my 220 pictures and finished my photo album. It looks great and ill be flaunting it off at school..i think. Friday (yesterday) i went to the Solomon Pond mall, and me Alex, Maddie, and Jill went to go see Fired Up. It was a really funny movie...but way to much girls in underwear type thing, not something i enjoy staring at for two hours. But over all good movie. I also bought a new belt at Newbury Comics, and its wicked colorful. Today is Saturday. My parents just left to go to a fancy resturant & to a concert. THE BLUEMAN GROUP. woo. It looks awesome..im extremely jealous. Jill and I are getting picked up in 10 minutes by the great Pepe. And were going to Subway & then to see Coraline. Haley told me it was pretty "gay", but it looks good to me. It looks..weird. I still havent even read one page of my book The Host, since school ended, and i need to read it, or...ill die?

I gotta go.

-lindsey-

Hum hum

Its 10:24 A.M and im about to leave to go shopping with Alex and Maddie. I think wer going to blackstone to see Fired Up, then lunch, and then shopping. It should be pretty fun. I have my handy dndy camera with me, which makes me feel better. I feel kinda bad for the new people i hang out with..Im still kind of empty. My missing friends would be the ones to fil the void. Damnit, i wish i could stop thinking about them..but they always come crawiling back into my thoughts. Ill right more when i get back. My cell phone is on. (:

Gahhhh.

pretty...Relxing day? I cleaned a lot. If that means anything. Shawn, Jillian, and I basically just did nothing today, but in a whole did a lot. I pretty much Bleached the counter, until it died. Shawns in back of me playing the gutar in the dark right now, and its quite creepy...considering he cant play for shitt. I watched a lot of SpondgeBob today...

Tomorrow Im going shopping & to the movies with some of my best friends. I think were going to see Fired Up...Im not sure. Im not very fond of BlackStone. Amanda told me Her and Trisha, were going over to Kayas for a movie night...This brings me down a little. I say i dont care..but i miss Our good times. All in all i finished my long time project of scrapbooking for the year of 2008, and it brought me down a little too, looking at our old good times. Eh, whatever. Just saying, right? ha. Maybe.

-Lindsey-

ttfn

We Only Breathe For So Long,

Ive been having quite an adventurous time this vacation with my family mostly. Ive been roller skating, shopping, and tomorrow my healthy grandfather is taking me indoor swimming. It should be quite enjoyable. I like swimming, but it's one of those things i like to enjoy alone, To just stay underwater, and think about never coming up, but you always know you will, we can only breathe for so long. I read Trisha's blog. She wants to be friends again. And thats all I'll write about the subject....I just watched a wonderful movie called "ChangeLing", It sounds Chinese, but its a touching story about a missing boy, i definetly request it. It's now on my top favorite movies. I'd give it five stars. I enjoy going to Pats blog, or her myspace. Im listen to her myspace song right now. Im going to head to bed, i have a lot to think about, and ill need my extra sleep, that all dumb humans need. (: It'd be easier if i was Bella.

Oh Yawn.

It's getting old now. Kind of funny, im over it. Glad is the word i would use now a days. Glad to be rid of it..of them. Today i woke up, and looked over to find Jillian on the couch. We must have been watching t.v the night before...yep Scooby Doo 2 I think. Tomorrow is roll on America, im not sure whos going..maybe Alex & Maddie. None of my friends are really that great at skating (: Haha. Except Alex, shes really good. Im uploading pictures to my photography pictures, and dads playing a dumb video game, while Jillian feeds into his excitment as he kills "Aremen". "BY THE LIGHT OF ORMAZ" he screams. ..Weird. Haha. Well today is a boring sort of relax day, so im going to give out my week planns for all of you stalkers to eye it over. (:

Tuesday : Roll On America

Wednesday : Indoor Swimming

Thursday : Nothing..

Friday : Mall With Alex and Maddie

Satruday : Movies to see Coraline..i think (:

How Are You?

How Is yout Vacation Going? Oh..me too, i guess. Coco Keys Was a Blast. Sam and emily are wicked fun to be around and so is Sams family. A lot has been going through my mind lately. For one thing, im defenitly almost completely over my lost three friends. Basically, i thought we were working it out, but then they all just started blocking me on aim and myspace, and such, soo i just said screww it. But it is still taking some time to get over. Theres a part of me that wants to let go, but the part thats saying "Who cares" is taking over..i guess?! Theres still a part of me that misses my neighborhood best friend, and my carefree Amber and Kayla, but i gues i have to accept what it is. Im making it sound like i miss them a lot more than i do though. Really, for sme reason i dont know, i dont care. I say the heck with it. They're not very trustowrthy in my book at all right now. Im kind of angry that i cant trust anyone anymore. Not even Sam or Emily. There great friends, but i considered the other BEST friends, and look what happened to me. Ha. Life is life..

Another thing. I hate being compared to change, or old shoes, like on Trishas blogs. Im not change. I shouldnt be the thing she drops because she feels like she wants change, I think the only thing holding me back right now, is knowing how easily all three of them were able to drop me as a best friend. Like i meant nothing to them..that hurts i guess. Not really though. I guess im glad to be rid of their carcasm and gossip, i helped them, and in a way they used to help me. Im not trying to create an army with my friends against them, like they think. Maybe i should..who knows?

OVERLOAD

Ohh Awesome Day Today!

Sam, Emm, and I went to Coco Keyes , it was the funnest time ive had in a while see-ing as though evil ex friends are trying to destory my world. hahaha. Oh freaks (: There was a hot tub, and pools, and arcade, and water slides, and etc. SOOOO FUN. now im at Sams with Emm, were reading pats profile and pretending to hump the dog angel. We were just high for like and hour. teheh. wel im going to go and vent to you all later and hope all of the "drama starved" girls wont tell RORO

Schooool

Im in school Right now With Kaylee Kinney, unfortunatly the only 8th grader in my study hall. I have nothing against 7th graders (To Muchhh?), but this group of people are theeee most annoying bunch you could pick out. Mr. B is subbing and hes cool. He brought us to the ROTC room, which just brings back bad memories of sargent Ceelig, and Henson....Yea Haley and Celeste...you remember. Hmm those teachers were insanly mean. Oooh that brings up another topic. I HATE when people say "Mad Crazy" or your "mad ill". What the hell has this world come too? Why woul you put a disgusting emotion world in front of an already dumb ajective? Uhhg. I have a spanish test next class and then i get to home at son las dos. WOOOOO, I dislike raap music, i mean, i dont Hate it, but..eh? Its not playing on my radio. That little freak Nikki is in my study, sooooooo annoying. When i first saw him i wanted to be simpathetic because everyone makes fun of him, (and i still dont push him around like the other), but he doesnt make my day anymore pleasant. Trisha seems mad at me..again Today. Everyone has seemed to move on from the whole "drama" between our group, except that select few that cant seem to drop it. I want everyone to know, that im personaly over it, and i would appriciate if my friends would stop saying bad things about the people i was fighting with. For me its over, we were all mean to each other and no one diserves it. Soo if you could just settle down at school that would be...kind. Icky Spanish test. No me gustan Espanol (I dont like Spanish) . Im not bad at it...but i dont want it. Im sorry if im boring you..but im pretty sure you cant be more bored than if you were in a room full of 7th graders in the old army meeting place. Is your day going good? Thats...nice? Not that i even gave u time to answer. Im going to go the dumb ass 7th grade boys just put on a youtube vid called the defenition of "dip shitt". And i will not be accused of this. Talk to you later.
-Lindsey-

Back Up

Dandy Day Today..

Just a bunch of drama.

and tattling (:

But i guess it was all worth it in the end. I got one of my greatest friends Amber back, and Kayla Apoligized. It'll all take some time to spread out. Trisha on the other hand...well i guess her glares pretty much say it all. I dont think well be good friends again..maybe barely friends, but i think everything will be okay. Im soo glad that i dont feel alone and that everything was resolved pretty fairly..to me? Its better now that i dont have to dread school. High school will be peaceful in the world of Lindsey, Amber, and Kayla. Im going to COCO KEYS with Sam on Saturday & i cant wait.

A lot is going on..

Thursday : Softball Meeting & Then Maybe Shopping With Sam and Emily For bathing Suits.

Friday : Staying after school for the mile, and going to someones house

Saturday : COCO KEYS & Sleeping over Sams with Emm.

Sunday : Church and what not..

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March 3rd : NEVERSHOUTNEVER CONCERT with Patty Cakes. (::::

Open Your Face (:

Today Started Off Like Any Other Sunday.

I woke up in bed, to ICarly playing on the T.V to my right. Sometimes i just wish i wouldnt have to go to church. But someone could always use a little prayer in my life, so i got up, got dressed, and left with Jillian, and mom, Leaving Shawn and Dad to there video game slaughter. (: After church a nice lady gave me a babysitting job to the two year old i always want. Its was nice to go to church. When i got home mom, me, jill, shawn, and dad, watched dads weird new video game and then ate some lunch. Yummm. (: I went on the coputer for a little bit, and some stuff gotout of hand. Whatever i guess. School tomorrow, and im guessing it wont be too fun. Hahaha. Talk to you later. Blog me later. Bye.